Love your enemies! Is that the only way to move on?
On Monday I was very close to getting into a fight with a coworker. This guy routinely tries to make people quit, is very negative and doesn’t abide by the rules.
A few weeks ago he told me that if he doesn’t like someone he picks at them to make them quit. I told him that if you approach me like that I will man up. So on Monday he (we are in sales) questioned me about a call. I told him that I didn’t want his help to which he hollered “Fuck you i hope you fail!”
I got out of my seat and went to his cubicle for further clarification. No punches were through but a lot of cuss words were thrown. And we were separated by management.
Because he is a friend of the top guy they have tried to sweep it under the rug. To which I decided to report it to HR so that he will be on record as trying to get fellow employees to quite and harassing them. I also apologized for my unprofessional behavior and offered to go to anger management.
For those that have followed this blog know Im positive person and keep a positive but ever since Monday I have just wanted to smash his face in. As I meditate several times a day to control my anger I try to send out love but its just not working. I know life is short and I need to let it go but I don’t know how to deal with someone that I have so much hate for when i have to see them 40 HOURS A WEEK!!!!