Maze-ing Maze 363
Maze 363 : After a few weeks resting up I’m going to get back into my daily work on my art. It’s all I feel I have left. During the past few weeks I realize I can’t seem to let go of my anger and bad feelings. As much as I’m trying to keep things positive and moving forward I struggle. I’m disappointed and angry with my family as they have no time for anything but their problems. I’ve tried to extend an olive branch hoping to improve things and it worked. But nobody asks and listens for the answer to how f**ked up my life is right now. Instead I gotta be a f**king counserlor. I have to help people find a reason to live when at times its hard to find my own reasons.
As I sit in hell (its been 100+ degrees the past few days) and the rest of the state burns down (I’m from Colo Springs and went to school at CSU in Fort Collins) I can’t help but find the irony that everywhere I’ve truly lived is on fire. Where I was born and raised is threatened by flames. Then I moved to Fort Collins and fire has threatened many areas that I used to travel during my years there. And Denver is just hot. I feel like my life to is a burning wildfire and arson is definitely the cause with 0% containment. For the first time in my life I really need a person in my life to talk to and lean on and nobody has time, nobody cares or even asks how its going. I chose the quote because I’m looking to be as honest with myself about possible reasons why nobody seems to be slightly interested in my welfare. I can’t figure out why. I honestly can say that I haven’t been that bad of a family member to be treated like this. On the bright side I woke up this morning giving me the opportunity to experience, appreciate, and make right my life. Regardless of my situation I choose to be positive and keep my head. Don’t forget to visit www.mazeingpuzzles.wordpress.com to see puzzles from Warren Stokes.